u know what?
i dont think you get what i meant
after telling u twice already
i really didnt wanted to blog about this
but this time
you need this post to read over and over again just to understand
what i meant
look,
in the pass
your really annoying.
you know why?
cause you only stick to one person most of the time
its like im ur long lost mother
that you haven seen for so many years
you depend on ppl too much
you dont know how to deal with your own life
thats why you dont know what to do in your life
and another thing is
even you dont know what to do
but you know what you want
which leads the controling me
like for example,
even you hate so many ppl from form 3
for some reason i dont really know
and understand why
when i talk to them
you get all emo and mad and shits like that
and like you dont want me to talk to them at all
cause their assholes
and you have this kind of fear that you will loose me
which i understand
but at least give me some freedom to talk to them lah
i mean like
if i wanna talk to them
let me talk to them lah
cause its not your life im handling
its mine
and another problem about you is
you think its ppl's fault that im not your friend anymore
and that i dont talk to you anymore
do you even know why i dont really wanna talk to you anymore?
cause for once in 2 years
i got my own life back
i got my freedom
and do you know why its not anyone's fault that we are not friends anymore?
cause they didnt do any shit to you
you think they did
but they didnt kay
you know why?
cause i asked them to help me out with you
i told them i couldnt take another minute with you anymore
so they are just helping me
CAUSE I ASKED FOR HELP
and did you know why did mae cried today?
cause you bitched about her for so many times
to the form 4's
for so long
and she didnt even do anything
if you dont believe that she didnt do anything
but its true lah kay.
so i hope you understand now
and i hope you stop crying after reading this post
if your life is even more shitty
just go do something about it lah
like 'use your brains and figure it out'
its your life
you have to deal it for YOURSELF.
thats all i can say.
and im pissed off at you cause of what you are doing now.
i know i may hurt ur feelings.
or other ppl did.
but everyone has feelings.
its not only you.
its a very painful feeling when that person is been bitched.