2nite sucks my eyes out a lot

i cried like a baby

tears came down like heavy rain

i couldnt stop crying

this is my 1st time i cried so loud

like i was child

cried so loud even my dog wonders why the hell am i crying

thank god my mom wasnt around

i was alone in this god damn hse

feeling useless

until now im still crying

tears falling down on my face

eyes and heart hurting like hell

just kill now

i beg you pls

i dont want to feel the same pain anymore

time: 11.07 pm

date: 12/9/2008