i have been wondering all day..
what ive became now a days
what im gonna do
what is my life gonna be when i get older
what ill do now
what should i do for my marks
and so on
i dont really like what ive become
thinking of jumping off the school building
keep saying that its only 2 floors down
thinking of ways to kill my self
doesnt really seem to care what will happen to me
doesnt even care if i go to hell
keep getting cuts on my hands
hating myself
feeling sad ever single day
making it wosrt
laughing less
feeling like crying every single hour
feeling stupid and calling myself stupid
and so on
the thing is
i really dont wanna be like this
its just that i cant help it
somethings bothering me
and i cant seem to know what
and i want to ask all of you who reads my blog
whats wrong with me?
what happened to me?
have i done something wrong?
did i change a lot?
what do you think about me?
cause rite now
im lost inside
im lost really really lost
at the same time sad
rite now ill just stop here
cause i cant continue anymore
1 comment:
don't die yet... u know i love you. :) many people are suffering more than you, so appreciate what u have and the people around you! i failed maths too when i was in high school, but u'll eventually pass during your finals. I did, i got a D i think, so you can too! haha. the only subject i failed in spm was PENDIDIKAN MORAL. gosh... luckily it didn't appear in my transcripts :)
one tip... buy as many past year exam papers, circle all the answers, copy all the answers from the answer sheet, and read it. thats what i did for my exams in high school and it worked :P
don't give up just yet. xoxo.
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